Highly dislike

I officailly hate the medical world and all that they stand for!!! I went to the doctors to see what was wrong with me and all they told me was that i did not have a infection!!! so they could not really do anything. So I went home and just kept on taking pain killers for the...pain! And they said that if it got worse that I should come back...ok so the only reason that I went to the doctors is cause the pain got worse!!! Whatever, this always happens to me they never know what is wrong with me and make me suffer through it till they are able to pull their heads out of their asses and finally realize what is wrong with me! I dont really hate doctors, they really are hard workers and have to deal with things that would make me pass out by just thinking about it. I guess i am just frustrated with my body...why can i just have normal symptoms? I was actually excited for testing positive to a infection cause that means that all I would have to do is take some medication and i would be home free. When the doctor told me that I did not I wanted to cry, now this means that I have to pray that the pain goes away....And so I did what any one would do and I Googled my symptoms....note to self: stop Googling your symptoms. Now I am convinced that I have cyst and cancer... after I realized that I was over reacting a phone call from a friend I was able to calm down a go back to work.
But when I woke up this morning I had no pain at all!!! It was a cured..or the cancer is so bad that I can't feel it...i decided to go with the the curing idea. I was a little worried that the pain would randomly come back but it is almost lunch and i am going to be able to eat a full meal with my sister!! But one missed pain only means that I get to have a other one! I now have a migraine! This is REDIC!!!! can't I just be pain free? is that too much to ask? OK i am over feeling sorry for myself and I hope the sushi I eat for lunch makes my migraine go away.
Last night we went to WOW and it was tons of fun as usual. I got to see Karl so of course it was great! there was a wonderful annoying grl there that was able to ruin a Michael Jackson song and a Kenny Chesney song but she left early so we did nave to put up with her for that long. Ice did not come out cause he has a "super bad cold" I have not seen him sense Sunday and it feels like its has been weeks sense I have seen him last...I think me and Tich need to spend some time away from them for a little bit. According to Mikey they are the only friends that we have. I think we need to branch out...just maybe